It seriously fucks with the dynamic of our friend group that two of my closest friends are now dating two other members of our group and have proceeded to act like love-struck middle schoolers and can talk about basically nothing other than their irrational and burgeoning relationships. It also doesn’t help that they are the two densest human beings alive.
It makes me not want to hang out with them which is so fucking shitty because I’m leaving in 7 days and then I probably won’t see any of them for 8 months and with the exception of like, the past week and a half, I loved hanging out with them.
Maybe it’s because - much to my chagrin - I’m pretty much always the third wheel and now, with 60% of my friend group dating each other it feels like hanging out with my own damn friends is now intruding on their clique-y fucking love fest.
I don’t mean to sub-blog and be passive aggressive or whatever but it’s really getting to me and I wish I wasn’t ending the year annoyed at the people I’m closest with, but what can I do? Say “hi, this thing that (apparently) makes you super happy makes me really pissed off so don’t do it?” Yeah. Okay.